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Tuesday, 02 September 2008

  • why does life have to play me?
    i just forgotten bout him over da last 3 wks
    i just dont kno wat to do
    he suddenly calls me in da middle of da night
    i dont kno wat to feel
    shuld i feel for him again
    or shuld i forget him
    like i have always done?
    im so confused..
    i rlly dont want to replay da scene again
    i rather move on
    but he just comes bac to me
    like im one of those girls who will easily accept him
    like i was made to be there waiting for him to return
    no, im not
    i dont want a guy who will treat me like an object
    i want a guy who will treat me as if i was a treasure
    a guy who will treat me with love and care
    and not like shit

Friday, 18 July 2008

  • ok im pissed...HELLA PISSED!
    i cant be sure of this
    but apparently i think i just got played!
    LITERALLY!
    the one guy i was gonna give a chance to
    seems like he played me
    he prob did it to see me as a fool
    i never thot i was gonna be treated like dat
    guys like him can never be trusted AT ALL!
    wat was i ever thinking?!?!
    how culd i have been so dumb!?!?
    my friends approve of me hooking up wit him
    but he just probably played me
    using me as some rebound or something
    he prob did dat to make me get a girl jealous or something
    well guess wat?
    I AINT TAKING DAT SHIT!
    but of course knowing me
    im not da type to take revenge
    i just forget but never forgive =]
    welp time to move on
    forget him!

  • havent been really having much fun lately...
    been thinking bout things...
    has to do wit love....
    i really dont kno wat to do.....
    i still have feelings for one
    but im starting to fall for another
    but the one i still like told me to forget bout him
    n i dont kno if da other takes this matter seriously....
    dis is wat one might call duality
    but to me its CONFUSING..
    i really wish i knew wat to do...
    i cant really completely forget bout him
    but i might give da other one a chance
    after i kno if he takes it seriously....


Saturday, 12 July 2008

  • lately i been having dis emotion swirling inside of me
    it has been happening for weeks that i cannot remember
    it may be the cause of a guy
    i dont kno y i feel dis when i am still in love wit HIM
    maybe it has something to do with his way of talking
    or maybe i am just curious to see wat he offers me
    but he has got me feeling, thinking, wondering
    i dont kno if i can take it
    it may be too much for me to handle right now
    but one day i will be able to figure things out
    just waiting for da right time


Tuesday, 08 July 2008

  • hm....wat can i say? havent been doing much lately just da same usual work n tennis routine lolz uhm.....listening to wing sing on da fone while im typing dis lolz
    lately been getting hit on guys HAHA but its all good =P
    er......nuttin much to say really.....just tired
    leg muscle kills me lolz

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